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when it comes to matter of hearts, I am a newbie.

I went out on yet another group date set up by my cousins and it was again fun. . and its no credit to the guy again. Its a drag to have anything pre-arranged for me. Honestly, i went with a heavy heart due largely to my reluctance to be set up again. Plus, i met the guy before and know his past, AND know that its not possible between me and him.

there is not much going on in my life now except for work and family. There has been times when I wondered how long things will remain the same, and if I can continue to be as I am when the single girls become the minority in my cliques.

my parents think it is a concern that i am not giving chances, going out more. my colleagues wonder how am i going to meet somebody with my homey lifestyle.

i know you dont wait for chances. and especially, no one is gonna fall from the sky without me putting in the effort.

some people make it seem so easy. but not for me.

i started out this friendship determined to not play mind games. but i am beginning to and what really sucks, is that i think both parties get hurt in the end.