Beginning

Something has been bothering me since the rather impromptu meet-up on Thursday. It got me falling back into like. SIGHZ. " what is my type?", "what makes him different from the rest?" been getting lots of such questions lately and I am find myself lost of words. What could aptly described what i feel inside? And how can i define some one into mere characteristics?

I am cynical that this is what i want. And I worry that its a classic case of you wanting what you cant have. If so, I worry about what will become of any relationship in the future.

Tomorrow will be an important date. I know I should not be placing such importance to our first one-to-one. But i wistfully think that if he can stir feelings in me like M.impoSsible, then it will *ahem* be easier. This probably give M.efforT too little credit and puts too much hope on a second meetup.

A friend once shared that "the one+" usually appear when you have many options. I laughed when I first heard it. It sound like a myth then. But now, I secretly hide under my optimistic blanket and hope its true. (+Not referring to the one you walk down the aisle with here)