Desire to live a little more

There have been many moments in the past three weeks, that have me thanking my lucky stars. Some of them in the form of family and close friends. I am somebody that hesitate to ask for favors nor comfortable to be on the receiving ends. But found myself quite the helpless damsel a few times as I discover the tumor at my back, seek opinions (both online and offline) on the matter, go through numerous tests and finally had the operation. Strangely, I felt as normal as can be on the day of the surgery. Maybe because I knew it is something that has to be done and not life threatening. I was almost looking forward to have the lump remove at my back, so that we can move on from there. As always the advocator of closure and moving on~

Everyone at home chipped in to make me feel better and my parents ensured I got the best medical treatment I need. Even yen flew back from china to be here with me. Then I was overwhelmed by what had to be done and did not stop to think much, but looking back I am truly blessed to have my family, friends and relatives showering me with concern and treats cheering me on.

It was an unexpected break from work, and did shift plans and slow momentum in the process. But it opened my heart a little, opened my eyes to people whom care about me and hopefully I learnt to live a little more.

:)