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The biggest weakness I (think) have is that I am too hard to myself. I can be quite the stubborn cow here. And somehow this can manifest my desire to control my loved ones- my family. For their own good of course. :) It's not only black and white in my world. I had step over the line before, more than once. We all do tends to take the side of our dad/mom/sister/brother/friends/people we care about when the situations call, blindly and faithfully I am sure some times.

These days I played the roles of daughter/eldest sister/friend/employee everyday. One day, maybe some one better half. :) The same status, the same circle of friends. Nothing changed. But I have decided to be better in words/thoughts/actions so that I can be my own better half here. At 20, it's time to be a grow up! HAHA.

This entry should not make much sense to anyone. No one could make sense of what I am doing with my weekends with no programs outside of family. It's starting to feel like "GET A LIFE" SOS from them! Really quite funny i say, but they are QUITE right. So....

The cycle starts again.