2011 resolution

Now that the dust has settled and the cartwheels done, I wondered if I should be displaying optimism or be cynical of the future. In many ways, the events that played out has taught me a few lessons yet I cannot help thanking my lucky stars. 强求没有幸福。I knew that if I have to plead and argue for something, no matter how much I really would had wanted that, I will not be happy in the end. So I do tend to give up at that cross road junction which I have no regrets with till date. I learnt that there is more than one way to say No and that working under a bias superior can work(hurt) both ways. It's great that life has played out to be alright for me after all. But i cannot help but wish I had not waste so much time. The agony of waiting, the inadequateness with each white lies told and the emptiness that envelops - well I did survived. Even if this is a little melodramatic, I will still like to share this:
人总是在脆弱时发现自己无比坚强 「林志玲」