J-A-D-E-D

I have a confession:

I think I am stuck
in a job I don't quite see the light.
Stagnant and quite not satisfied.
Working hours, standard.
Colleagues, relax and nice.
Work environment, cozy and stress free.
Its been only 5 months and the Japan guilt trip.

Somehow what I thought I am in for,
differs now.
Air flight to oversea recruitment
likely be replaced with web cam locally.
Sales sources dry and depressing at the moment.
Basically my dreams are crushed.
My hope are down.

I know I will not quit without a year experience at least but I'm just jaded.

:P