TEMPORARY PESSIMISM

Its a horrible day for me. Bad news hit me repeatedly with regards to the only two small deals I cut. The status now is ambiguous, and one of it definitely needs me to clean up the mess to the client tomorrow. These continuous bombardment of things not within my control has worsen my already blurred state of mind. I can only think of blurred to describe this feeling of confusion & of things to be done.

The lists is actually laughable because it actually includes expanding my social circle/be attached off. Plus getting a i-dianwa. And as i type the ironies are very apparent to today's poor me (pun very much intended), do i really need "somebody" or " a phone that will set me back almost $60/month. With I feel has only one saving grace of- Internet Access 24/7". A pessimistic me is hardly a shopaholic as you can see, and it does make me question the limitations and Whats for more. Plus my last entry is one filled with possibilities with almost blind faith that everything will go well. So naive.

But I think I make a good sales person because of that. That same blind faith that it is possible, maybe not now but eventually has given what I need now. The courage to start all over again tomorrow.

HEH.

SUDDEN OPTIMISM

I am in a good mood today. Not those high ultra duper good nor the warm fuzzy feeling either. But a day where I don't mind spending money for myself and to the people around me. And when things happen in the most unexpected way and I am very thankful.

If its because of an unexpected email arranging an appointment that same afternoon and meet an arty farty nice client, which proceed to want ONE worker - its not a big deal right?
If I tell you its cos of the cute $2.50 Hello Kitty Mousepad at Rocher Pasar Malam, you will not believe right?
If its bcos I wore makeup (base & loose powder) for the first time since months back, its hard to believe the effect right?
If it cos I meet a friend from D.B*S for dinner which I have not meet since last year, its laughable right?
If I said its bcos I receive his sms unexpectedly again, you will want to kill me right?
If I say cos Oreo barked and was friendly when I reached home, you wonder if its really a case of man best friend effect?
If I say its because knowing the family is enjoying a good dinner be it in Singapore or China while I had mine , you think its too small to be a significant?
But really all these adds up, the adrenaline from work to deliver & knowing I am on track and moving on - makes me start being more at peace with myself.
If things doesn't seems to be working, keep faith...
Stay hungry Stay foolish won't you?

Times like this

Yu & me - Yu joined KLian & me @ our fav hunt (15minutes)

Good food & Great architecture/interior design

Our NEW member! He doesn't have a name yet... ...

But isn't him handsome?

MAXIMUM EXCITEMENT

WE GOT A DOG

Light at the end of the tunnel, when? Ever?

I have officially becomes a slaves to Yen the editor who just fall short of giving me deadline to blog. Here's my mint new office. Love the black & white beams on the ceiling! And the white exterior with pops of green chairs! KAETF, bought u premium POCKY hopefully it last till when we meet! :P

+Yen my seat is the one nearest to the door ;)

I am surprised that everyone seems to remember my ATAS, tuition agency. But guilty as well. Another example of my idea that self destruct =S Second half of the year?