A Brand New Me

He is happily attached now. In his words, he wasn't sure before. But now he is. Somehow the news is always broke through me through the internet. I don't like MSN this way, but it is an excellent way to hide what you might let out through facial expression. And I am super bad in hiding them no matter hard I try.

Honestly, the news hit me hard and unexpectedly. There are some of those wth??!! questions marks, and a tiny sadness in me. But I am surprisingly coping well, and instead filled with a renewed optimism about my life from here. Well my heart works in strange ways, to make it die - you either leave it with no choice or provide an alternative to distract. In this case, I am happy that I can now look forward and " be prepared" and not be holding on to the past. It won't be fair to the future me if I had it any other way that I am sure.

Can't wait to see what happen next... like its been all these for all long already. Hee, can't wait ;)