Thursday, April 29

SIGHZ

School was the best. It is the best.
And thinking back, I wish I had taken more out of my youth then.
If I could turn back time,
I will take more chances, and
work harder in knowing what I want.
Anything to not be here now.

Work hasn't been going smoothly,
after almost two months - I have not been accepted.
Due to my incompetency Yes
Due to where I came from Yes Too

Tell me I am still young, and that it is my choice;
I know.
The first one who need to change is myself.
And wish I don't have to do this alone

Things definitely can be better
but it is up to me isn't it?

You see I know...

Sunday, April 25

wish you were here SERIOUSLY










the purpose of this entry is just to make Yen jealous! She miss out lots & we do miss her having around too! :) My partner in crime and my twin... I know you probably want to kill me at this moment ;P

this dinner is a get together dinner with all the shareholders and partners of the company(local & oversea). And the families of all are invited as well. The children, the woman behind every successful man. .. This is a story of friends in bad and good times, of failures and climbing up from where you fell, of rags to better in time, and never giving up no matter what...

=)

Thursday, April 22

New Love

Was watching this MTV, and realised 彭于晏 Eddie is really good looking! And look a lot like Daniel Wu, who is probably the more normal one on my star crush list. It helps that the both the song and MTV are very entertaining hence the overdose on A-Lin...






现在我很幸福



他的手掌有种粗糙的体贴
他在我需要时候出现身边
被你伤的那些 崩溃眼泪
多亏他无私的奉陪
哪天要是和你真的再见面
谁都不要再提醒那一段从前
有些事不面对 反而安心安全
你无权再动摇我的世界
现在我有了幸福 有人照顾 应该知足
你不像他 从不让我哭
可是我越想投入 越是生疏 抱得再紧
依旧止不住那流失的温度
现在我不停忙碌 不断让步 想看清楚
你不像他 把我当成全部
可是爱有时善良 有时残酷 我要如何
爱他像爱你那样义无反顾
哪天要是和你真的再见面
我不会提到最后和他的一切
面对不爱的人 我终于谅解了
曾经你用无言画的句点
现在我有了幸福 有人照顾 应该知足
你不像他 从不让我哭
可是我越想投入 越是生疏 抱得再紧
依旧止不住那流失的温度
现在我不停忙碌 不断让步 想看清楚
你不像他 把我当成全部
可是爱有时善良 有时残酷 我要如何
爱他像爱你那样义无反顾
现在我有了幸福 有人照顾 应该知足
你不像他 从不让我哭
可是我越想投入 越是生疏 抱得再紧
依旧止不住那流失的温度
现在我不停忙碌 不断让步 想看清楚
你不像他 把我当成全部
可是爱有时善良 有时残酷 我要如何
爱他像爱你那样义无反顾
现在我不停忙碌 不断让步 想看清楚
你不像他 把我当成全部
可是爱有时善良 有时残酷 我要如何
爱他像爱你那样义无反顾

Tuesday, April 20

Its not a date


I just returned from the above restaurant - JANN. A dinner that lasted nearly 3 hours, a little too long for me but an experience never the less. We had the food tasting menu which includes about 7-9 dishes like Foie Gras, Caviar and Wagyu Beef. The few items that I recognized and have a slight idea on whats going on. Unique names of food never fail to make me smile :) There is the heirloom tomatoes too, which is so cute a name!

The view at the 70th food was sort of hidden as we were seated furthest away from the window. But as the lightning and thunder flashes across the sky, its a beautiful sight too! It is my first fine dining experience and I have to admit as much as i thought I will like it, it is just a New Experience. The tiny portions - Not Me. The long interim between food - can be unbearable. (guess it should be more anticipation) People watching is quite fun though.

As per our past dates, he never fail to impress. I think we have never went to a same restaurant twice. And often, its those places that I had never heard of before. It could be the novelty that he brings with him. The fine places that I am brought to and not have to worry about the bills. He definitely is the best I might ever have & maybe that's why I have never seem to be able to let go. If he is right - if I am happy like that , its okay right then I ought to not think too much.

Everything go in cycles & as much as I wonder if I can do without this person in my life (& actually think I can sometimes) - We have been through this so many times that I doubt I can made it through the end. So I don't dare to try again, in case I end up back at square one AND very stupid.