Hollow Space
Recently I feel different. Most times, nothing seem to have changed. I can feel my heart losing faith at the same time. Then I can't help feeling indifferent. For the things that I should do. Or for what is happening around me. Its not fair to say nothing has been going well, because I have been lucky.
However these days I can't seem to have conversations, neither have I learn to maintain eye contact. Its as if I cannot face anybody nor leave isolation island. Maybe its part of the growing old process, sometimes we grow apart.
I guess I am just tired of being still at the same point after so long. With the new year, I wished for complete indifference
wont you