Psst! Over here.

I just stopped my resume sending for the night. Its felt more like an emergency brake. If i see another - degree of economics/business admin/finance under my dream job, I doubt my heart can take it. Well, it had its fair share of knocks & bruises these days but i will leave that to later. Same to my ego. But I learnt the (unwise) way when I without much thought took out an advertising position, and find it totally different from what I have in mind. There can be hundred and one reason why i quit my job! But i quit & never regret it. I think thats the only good thing about it. I seem to can't decide what is best for me till now. At my age. I still think I lack many grow-up qualities like the 3s ( slow & steady & stable) or knowledge. I am still a ganchiong spider and awkward girl. Oh gosh!

I digress.


Motivated by friends recently who managed to either land a good job or REJECT an good offer. Yah I know she know. But I am sure they are all happy with their final decision. So, I SUPPORT! ;)

Oh on the matter of the hearts. I love stories, other people stories. Cos I almost could live happiness when they share. Not all stories can make me feel that way though. Sometimes, I could feel my heart tear a little with some revealation.

On a total random note, I was looking through my pictures and realise I used to like self shot and tilt my head at weird angle or the camera at weird angle. The 'newest' picture is mid 2008 i think. It could be even older. I had to make this disclaimer. :) I never use the first picture for my resume as I think it is abit like ah-ma san. Its not the worst even. And to be fair. I gonna put up one of yen's. Hers is much cuter!