A happier post

My dad just bought durians home and the others are feasting on them now. Me? I am waiting for yen so that we can do our job. To finish whatever that is left. Just thinking about it make me smile & drool. Yellow fleshy refrigerated-cold. YUM YUM.

Have met up with a couple of girl friends recently and will be meeting up with the G.G gang this weekend. This simple meet ups has been my recent small pleasures. Updates from them and sharings are now highlights of my boring life. I am glad however to have them and everything that I happen to be part of by just being myself. Family. Friends. Circle of trust.


:)

.Childish. Acts.

"No point" and "Your point is..." alternates two different stands. But each makes me hold my breathe nevertheless each time.

Speaking what is on my mind really helps me to better come to terms with the logics and rationels behind events, hopefully.

I realise I have been holding my breathe more often these days. Sometimes scared about what i will let slip or when expectation creeps in.

So accustom to waiting... Opportunities. Replies. Plentiful of time to do so,help

MY WISH

I hope that the days come easy and the moments pass slow,
And each road leads you where you want to go,
And if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose,
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you.
And if one door opens to another door closed,
I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window,
If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile,

But more than anything, more than anything,
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.

I hope you never look back, but ya never forget,
All the ones who love you, in the place you left,
I hope you always forgive, and you never regret,
And you help somebody every chance you get,
Oh, you find God's grace, in every mistake,
And you always give more than you take.

But more than anything, yeah, and more than anything,
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.

My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.

This is my wish
I hope you know somebody loves you
May all your dreams stay big

Psst! Over here.

I just stopped my resume sending for the night. Its felt more like an emergency brake. If i see another - degree of economics/business admin/finance under my dream job, I doubt my heart can take it. Well, it had its fair share of knocks & bruises these days but i will leave that to later. Same to my ego. But I learnt the (unwise) way when I without much thought took out an advertising position, and find it totally different from what I have in mind. There can be hundred and one reason why i quit my job! But i quit & never regret it. I think thats the only good thing about it. I seem to can't decide what is best for me till now. At my age. I still think I lack many grow-up qualities like the 3s ( slow & steady & stable) or knowledge. I am still a ganchiong spider and awkward girl. Oh gosh!

I digress.


Motivated by friends recently who managed to either land a good job or REJECT an good offer. Yah I know she know. But I am sure they are all happy with their final decision. So, I SUPPORT! ;)

Oh on the matter of the hearts. I love stories, other people stories. Cos I almost could live happiness when they share. Not all stories can make me feel that way though. Sometimes, I could feel my heart tear a little with some revealation.

On a total random note, I was looking through my pictures and realise I used to like self shot and tilt my head at weird angle or the camera at weird angle. The 'newest' picture is mid 2008 i think. It could be even older. I had to make this disclaimer. :) I never use the first picture for my resume as I think it is abit like ah-ma san. Its not the worst even. And to be fair. I gonna put up one of yen's. Hers is much cuter!

有一天這些都會過去的

有一天
這些都會過去的
想到這結果
我就欣慰

再怎麼累死人的愛
再怎麼累死人的恨
都會過去

失眠
被冤枉
交通阻塞
長得不好看
都會過去

真是令人讚歎啊
生命怎麼能訂製得這麼仁慈 ?
又這麼冷淡 ?

你愛收集的
到底是我們的笑啊 ?
還是我們的淚 ?

你不必回答我
不管是基於內疚
還是基於憐憫
你都不必回答我

因為你已經夠貼心了
你有向我再三保證了 :

有一天
我這些微不足道的疑惑
也都會過去的
也都會過去的

I love checking back on CaiKangYong Blog. His entry surprises me sometimes. And always seems to speak to me. Whispering words of comfort & knowledge at the same time. 有一天這些都會過去的

we will know in time

You whispered that you were getting tired
Got a look in your eye
Looks a lot like goodbye.
Hold on to your secrets tonight.
Don't want to know, I'm ok with this silence
It's truth that i don't want to hear

So lie to me and tell me that it's gonna be alright
So lie to me and tell me that we'll make it through the night
I don't mind if you wait before you tear me apart
Look me in the eye
Lie lie lie.

-lure-rics