Interviews & Dating

I never know looking for a job is like dating. You go through the list of available positions, and narrow down to those that you are interested in or more importantly, qualified to even send in your resume. Then you wait to see if the other party replies, and give you an opportunity to sell yourself. Sometimes, they just totally ignore you. Or if they can/are nice, they send you an email to said you have not be short listed. And usually, they will regret that only short listed candidates will be notify. Sighs.

Then when you are finally called up for an interview. You get all excited & a rosy picture is paint immediately by the call/email confirmation. You start with all the possiblities and squeeze your brain on how to impress on the interview. You dress right & have the butterfly jitters long before the actual date. Sometimes, you can't believe your luck and some time you just try your luck.

After the interview, or sometimes even during the midst of the interview, you know the job is not right for you or that somehow things aren't as rosy as it seem from the start. Its wasn't what you had imagine or even want. Then there are those that you want it so much yet know at the back of the mind, the shortlisted call is never gonna come. Heart broken or not, the whole cycle of continuing the job search has to go on.

Then reality bites when you get the call/email/no news, that you were right after all. Or the bubble burst and that you were wrong with your assumptions, and confidance dives.

I will have like to end this post with a bang! But my interviews result pretty much mirror my dating life... And its kind of depressing. I miss the "ohmp" in my life.

L.O.A

These days I think I am unlucky.
Its as if I can smelled the "suayness"
its there before I go for my interview
its there when I wake up in the morning & remember
or when work held me back unreasonably so.
The law of attraction seems to be at play here.
simply put:
thoughts have an energy which attracts whatever it is the person is thinking of
And because its not selective, it blankets me so.
If every action has its consequence
my thoughts put into action--
will have them too.

beautiful imperfection

Signs

Love it for the message it conveys. And for the emotions it so cleverly captured. Along the way when we find the music to our life, the sponstanous silly stuffs we will do, its such a beautiful thing.

Please watch it.

Delights for the soul

Watched Gran Torino on my off day
Walked into the theatre
Find my seat
& found out its the wrong movie.
GuDooooooo.

Wanted to post a cute picture of

guy of the moment

& find that there is none on the net.

He's just not that into you

Favourite!

Its Definitely not what you think.

I think I have successfully power jump out of Grief.
And its hilariously due to ____________.
Oh my, it have such great power.
No doubt.
I got to remember this!


Zipped.
Looking forward

My blister

The 5 stages of Grief.
Denial
Anger
Bargaining
Depression
Acceptance
Checked.
So there might be a cycle to it afterall.

And my final acceptance is really
quiet optimisim hidden as long as required.
Till one day when nothing can stir
me no longer.

Getting use to somebody is the first step to falling in love
& knowing this,
Regrets are draining reminder of the past.present.future,
& knowing that,
I learnt.
There's no point.