Creep

I am back.


Have make some changes to my life, and ironically- they either means I do the same thing all the time or go back to square one. Every tues since about 5 xingqiner ago, I will meet up with a friend and wala2 There's this particular band who played real well there & lets me get my weekly live-music fix and mango magaritas. And I am happy like that. Simple.


I make a happy choice awhile back to do something and now, it isn't a easy decision to not do something. I know that whatever I have got myself into will not have affected me as much if I had not go ahead with my heart instinct, and ruin all the self control & respect I have restored over the past few months. But I am an effort kind of girl, and I convince myself too easily. All not really well, but it is a choice. And its my choice.