u never know

life been nothing more than smooth these days. though out of the 5 resumes I dropped at the career fair & 1 online submittion, I think the call back rate is 10%. Kinda of depressing but I aren't feeling the urgency yet. Not that much at least. Like how its for my fyp. then my final semester exams. Its not like there is anything else more important in my life now, just there are always some more interesting stuffs to care about and to be excited for. 23 years old sound real foreign like somehow I jumped too many years. Grew up too fast and Ba-Bom I can now be consider a young adult. The way I am and the way I have been living my life, has means I miss out on some really uniquely "teens" stuffs. Like puppy love or wild clubbing night. Or the heart breaks. I never really experience those and now I am a adult. Someone who has to be responsible and rational hopefully. And honestly I don't really care much about those stuffs that never happens, guess not having it before is good in that sense. You don't know what you had miss out on exactly. This post is pretty random. and its only because none of the above is really what i wanted to say. :)

I think things are getting pretty obvious. And I kinda of hate it as much as i love it. Basking in goodness a moment, and just simply unsure the next. Well, its pretty clear that they "can feel it" and that its works both way. But for everytime a possible next meal venue is suggested, I am quick to be skeptic about it. So afraid of even taking for granted that next date, so that when it doesn't happen less is lost. confidence, she assured.