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You know what's the worst kind of feeling. Nothing to look forward to.
You know how to lie. Never ask yourself what's the point.
You know if regrets ever come knocking twice. Not again i hope.
You know if your mind cant convince the heart. No one can.

M.o.v.i.e

Juno is the kind of movie that you want to watch with your best friend. to watch with someone special. to watch it alone even. Its sooo good, definitely one of the better movie i watch for a long time. With a fantastic ost. great dialouges. Its super fun to watch!!! Two thumbs up. Yen enjoyed it tooooo and love the soundtrack so much. The song playing now is the first song in the movie and yen's favourite too. =)


CJ7 was good as well. Yen yu ze rhemy and me caught it last friday and we have a good laugh (cry) together. Touching yet funny, although I was fooled by the dmn's misleading hint that stephen died....Hee, two good movies in a row! satisfied!

Romantic at heart, Coward in heart

love is getting use to one person,

love is not getting use to the absence.

love is that even if he is not the best,

it doesn't change things.

love is kind

yet cruel sometimes.

hurt is seeing the changes,

and not understand why.

hurt is wild guesses & no assurance.

hurt is regrets for everything,

and wanting to walk away.

Thank You

Received something totally unexpected from JX.

He remembered my birthday and got me a watch.

He knows me enough and send me an email instead.

He is sensitive and his efforts there.

But I can't even just go out with him.

Now still, even after all these & that.

I really want nothing grand

or expensive,

something simple is enough.

Or anything that I can grab on and think maybe.

But the one which matters is just not there

yet

I still wish he did ...

No. 1 Fan

For the past 3 days when I heard no news from him, I thought the worst. Every sms alert left a slight disappointment. Then whenever I tried to reason how not possible it is for him to disappear like that, ex-gf and new girl scenarios pop up and i just believe them too. Although all clear now, I still wonder why its 420pm and not lunch. My imaginations went wild and knowing he watched cj7 doesn't help much. I am reduce to a jealous pile of nonsense now! =P Silly thoughts on how i want to dress up nice nice on sat and bowled him over makes me laugh. AND maybe i can reduce him to a crazy die-hard-fan! Rubbish I know. Silly rite. Haaaa


Love's in the air these days. Literally. On radio. In School. Among stories. To friends, we shared with me whatever that is going on in your life. Thank You. Be it a rough patch in the r/s or a second chance, I wish you all the very and only the best! =)

=(

I have so much to say.

Happy. Post

turn a idol-chasing fan on sunday. the crowd was huge and I was squashed!


Lots of time to spare; Geekie


Macs for the hungry wait

xuan.

We are waiting for

5 5 6 6

They sang

They dance.

They signed.

It was my first time at this sing-autograph session and it has to be 5566. Haha, yu is a fan and xuan is inflenced by her. So in the end yen and I joined them for this crazy and embarressing silly yet fun experience at J8!! Oh my, the young girls over there could really squeal and scream! =) Yen concluded that they are REALLY better looking than the general singaporean guys, and i has to agree...

THEN IT WAS EARLY REUNION DINNER

Time for sparkles & party poopers

The priti-ful constestants strutting their poses

Haha. We are competed.

We kicked.

We "lao-yu-sheng" and "black-jack"

And I can't wait for tues! China here WE come

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR in advance

a shot

I am affected by him not trying harder to make it happen.
Even after I took the first step.
No, its not about matters of the heart.
But it makes me rethink and i hate it.

Then I spoke to kaetf,
I laugh a little.
china air.
hee

Then when mwd msn me
I think maybe.
But i feel shitty still.
And I could feel myself distancing
and I hate that I cant speak my mind now.
Cos I think its silly I put so much into nothing.

I mean its not like....
whatever.

u never know

life been nothing more than smooth these days. though out of the 5 resumes I dropped at the career fair & 1 online submittion, I think the call back rate is 10%. Kinda of depressing but I aren't feeling the urgency yet. Not that much at least. Like how its for my fyp. then my final semester exams. Its not like there is anything else more important in my life now, just there are always some more interesting stuffs to care about and to be excited for. 23 years old sound real foreign like somehow I jumped too many years. Grew up too fast and Ba-Bom I can now be consider a young adult. The way I am and the way I have been living my life, has means I miss out on some really uniquely "teens" stuffs. Like puppy love or wild clubbing night. Or the heart breaks. I never really experience those and now I am a adult. Someone who has to be responsible and rational hopefully. And honestly I don't really care much about those stuffs that never happens, guess not having it before is good in that sense. You don't know what you had miss out on exactly. This post is pretty random. and its only because none of the above is really what i wanted to say. :)

I think things are getting pretty obvious. And I kinda of hate it as much as i love it. Basking in goodness a moment, and just simply unsure the next. Well, its pretty clear that they "can feel it" and that its works both way. But for everytime a possible next meal venue is suggested, I am quick to be skeptic about it. So afraid of even taking for granted that next date, so that when it doesn't happen less is lost. confidence, she assured.