14feb

It might mean a lot of things for many people. And I got to admit the romantic-gene (in me) has make me aware of the date although seriously its not for me. Single and available. Hee. So when mwd ask me out on that day, I was pleasantly surprised cos I did not expect him to ask. Or to be asked so early in the month. But then the crunch came. I can't go out with him cos its that day and all. And i think becos he asked i can't go out with him anymore. Cannot pretend its all platonic.

And i don't know how to go from here. Told yen and the first thing she said is "go lar go lar". Tsk tsk, so socially irresposible cos i know she won't be saying it that quickly if she's in my shoes. My phone just vibrated and I think i am too chicken to go check what's the reply. -.-

How a year changed everything. I remember last year this time, i was still bothered about A and then mwd came into my life and i thought "yay, maybe". But he never did anything when my heart was still in fluster and now, its a little too late. Some things might have been different, and whats if doesn't matter already... don't they?