Bdae Celeb 03

We sat till last order. And as usual tons of updates and laughters... Thank You everyone for being there all these years... =-) And i can't wait for Mr. Dec to be here, and we can meet up again. Best of luck to those starting on new courses and work finding... =-D things will look up and there's always us to count on , you know =) Hugz

Mummy treat + Papa Hongbao (not in pic)

Yen booked the spa treatment... It was sponsored by mummy and all the girls in the family went to relax and enjoy ourselves. It was real good!!!! Super shiok after the whole spa. Refreshed!!!!! Big Thanks to mummy and papa who drove us there.. =-) Bdae Celeb 02

Birthday Celeb, and counting

It started with Miss Clarity Cafe, then Bugis Shopping and finally Alps. Love the cake. the Ningz chain and everyone (include Rongz who could not make it bcos of her Horrorton but is missed nv the less) who make me feel so loved!!! Thank you girls for making my life so "colourful"..


Bdae Celeb 01

the guys in my life

.pissed.
Sometimes the mockery of life is that of- what we can't see yet hold so firmly, till we are proven wrong. Judgemental accessment of people, their good being and more importantly their character... When what you thought is alright and good even, turn to piss-ified character traits and comes and hunt you. I am sorry... (maybe not), I switched side when I am PISSED! The times i have to swallow down any distaste and snorts, and the times I have to bite my tongue to stop a restort and now the time I had to face my insecurity and fight the tears, is getting too often. And I am regreting every moment when i let you have your way.

.sorry.
When you grow older, you think that your way of letting people down lightly should be more tactful and at least easier. And i learn the hard way, i sux at doing it. I either can't make myself firm enough or i crashed them unintentionally. I need to figure out how to switch the treatment to two different types of people. Cos now I think I am not firm enough to the undeserving, and vice versa. And its the shittest feeling..

.?.
Another cycle or something different this time. But who cares really, this has been the start for the better definitely. Simply the best. Tina Turner

Orchids

i realised i have so much to look back at,
and if nothing comes out of it,
so be it.


.its the small gestures.

thinking cap

when you get too closed to the subject, you lower your defence... and then Bam! you find that you no longer knows what to expect now.

i am a horrible liar... and its proven more than once its so. I give the game away too fast.

sometimes i think i am better off dissecting words than the meanings behind them. and then sometimes what i said came off exactly the way I did not want it to be. then like a coward, i do absolutely nothing about it.

From: The Absolute Fool

To: Chance

HELLO!!!!

Been missing some people a lot...People that are real important but yet we seldom have a chance to meet. And I miss them tons now. Like right now. G.G girls , how come it seems like forever since we last meet. heh.

My blogging juice is dying, a slow death. . .

.There's tomorrow to look forward to.

Been awhile

When things are the way it should be, we have our encounter again. And I was less sure what to do and then i just keep walking down after a quick "hey". I did not notice it was him beside his friend. In fact i saw his friend first. But Yah, it doesn't matter... Then he called me back and everything felt like in slow motion, then i can't help noticing his friend's knowing glance (in slow motion too). Yen is right, he still has that effect on me. And I hope he don't know that. Oh he just sms-ed me. One liner.

I wanted to write about the family outing on saturday.. The one I organized and the one which has full strength attendance. . . I will remember my mummy saying " she knows how to cycle but not how to brake.." and then proving that is not even true when she can't cycle at ALL after my dad asked her to try yu's bike. ;) They used the couple bike btw. =P I will remember yen's exponentially decreasing stamina, way different from her windsufing day. I will smile that yu has improved in her exercising attitude and she leads the cycling pack at times too. =P Ze's need to practise his cycling code of conduct though, hee, clashing into the wrong lane all too often.

Yen just reminded me about how I should not be feeling that way. I can't remember already seriously... But all's well, "Treasure the person before you" this i know.