Loop

I saw the shadow in the crowd.

What I thought would mean a turn (away),

saw me make my run towards instead.

I din took long to recognize

and I felt silly for all the imaginations b4...

worried that I could not recog

imagining that I saw amid random strangers...

I ran & called the name out loud...

I thought I wouldn't be saying that name ever again,

and a chance meeting was highly unlikely.

And it felt great today...

It was too short to say much,

but long enough to fall back to where I was b4.

Hard.

But again, when will the next time come?

And the same problem still exists.

I hell don't know what to feel

so for awhile I think I won't be.