Guess WHAT? Clue : everyone has them

Guilty & tired. I think these described my present state of mind the best for now.

Did i sense something wrong abt U today?
Nopes.. I assume all was well.So Sorry...
And some1 just told me today tt "assuming is a dangerous thing to do"
And there is no stupid question when you can correct a question, it is harder to correct a mistake.
What happen?

I was on the train today. And I saw a mother teaching one of her daughter maths while standing by the pole. Her other daughter was writing her chinese assessment while dozing off occasionally. I figured they were on the way to or from tuition. So while the mom was getting frustrated that the daughter is not getting IT, i saw her give a tight slap across her daughter face. I feel like crying then. I think its seem like a mirror in a way as i get frustrated with my bro easily as well. And then i think that I will be like tt when I have a kid of my own, and suddenly children doesn't seem as wise a decision. I wished there wasn't stress like that. Those that rob you of who u are, and then makes you do or say things you know you will regret.

These days i am happy, but it seem i no longer able to feel this due to my own actions. And often than not, its the blessing from other people that I could feel this way. Or so i thought. Then I wonder what had I done to deserve these blessings from people like them, them , them. And I feel even worse when I think of why I got those privileges... L.I.F.E

Loop

I saw the shadow in the crowd.

What I thought would mean a turn (away),

saw me make my run towards instead.

I din took long to recognize

and I felt silly for all the imaginations b4...

worried that I could not recog

imagining that I saw amid random strangers...

I ran & called the name out loud...

I thought I wouldn't be saying that name ever again,

and a chance meeting was highly unlikely.

And it felt great today...

It was too short to say much,

but long enough to fall back to where I was b4.

Hard.

But again, when will the next time come?

And the same problem still exists.

I hell don't know what to feel

so for awhile I think I won't be.

Would You go the distance?

I read an chinese article the other day and it moved me unexpectedly...

A professor ask his class, " Why is it when you quarrel, you raise your voice?" This question set a buzz to the classroom with students discussing why so...

A student pointed out that it is because you can't cool down (Len Jin) so you have to make a scene.

It wasn't the answer...

The professor finally said in a quarrel, the 'distance' between two hearts is very far away as they cannot see point to point, thats why you have to shout. And thats is the reason, in honeymoon relationship there is only sweet soft whispering. Cos during that period, the two hearts are really closed together and hence there is need to shout.

So when u are quarreling with yr loved ones, think of this ananology and you might just know what to do

This article was in chinese and i basically did a direct translation. . . So just read hearts etc in chinese and it will make a little more sense =-)

I find this whole idea alittle romantic .. ahhaa, I duuno why seriously. =P

Hi, how have you been?

Something happen today that affect me a little. Okay, it DID leave me all emotional and bothered than I will like to let it show... It makes me start thinking about those decisions I made before and how it had affect the present. My 'now'... And sadly, I wished I did things differently then. =]

I KNOW that a lot of things you do not need a clear indication or a time-line explanation, BUT I so wish I could run to all of them and start asking questions... So I think I what I really want is to be heard..

looking for a shadow in the crowd

how would u write a self introduction?

Oh I was the first to post up for an assignment due on 20/08. Been Stressified with the many things to complete. BleaH!

Holi-daze

We flew the budget way

Jump Shot 01

Jump Shot 02

Jump Shot 03

Ze's missing

Ze's in action

The family

the sunglasses

the kiss

I want my break

At Soup Restaurant for WL bdae celeb

val-yen-me

qy-wl-pam-val ;)

Faces On the train

This meet up was before my trip and it was great to see the girls again. The food was alright and we took the longest time to decide on a set or ala-cate which make me pretty worried about our "grad" trip next year. Hee... It was Wl's bdae celebr, pity shin cant make it. Crystal absence will be remember when a certain Mr. Dec is here. HEH! Pam will be goin to Genting tml for a whole new total different experience. Tml is the day she starting work and making friends with numbers, long hours and stress =S Really hope everything will goes smoothly here on for her. . .

Live!

Delia , Rongz & I went down to support Jolene's @ Hark Cafe last night... It was a very impromto meet up, but i really enjoy myself. Live music, some great singing and all.. =-)

Here's the video & photos from last nite:

Things have been going perfectly.Xin xiang shi chen.

Been trying to earn $$$ and in directly causing me to drag and hate weekend. During the holidays, the weekdays have been the fun one or at least the tolerable days. The end of the week will see me packing my tuition and squeezing in my lunch at this same location. Where i can decide on either Bk or Subway. Every week I tell myself I can't take it and reminded myself how much worse it will be once final year starts. But once I start tutoring, I almost love it. For that 2 hours, its their time and i tried my darn best to help.

Been trying to make it work like i thought it would. Meeting ups and the other means of comunication. I thought whatever was standing in the way was envy and somebody else. But now, my heart doesn't seem in it again. Every time this happen just when I have my way. So for the period before I had my way, I was the silly one. Then after that, I am the stopid one.

You know what. I tried too hard to follow this principle of life. Which result in a rather ironic twist. I never be really me ...