Hit!

To those who havn't watch priceless. Go watch it. For the laughters. For the feel good romance. And to fall in love with the idea of L-O-V-E at its simplest element again, watch it.. Haha. =P

Trans- apparent

People have a problem of removing the root of a problem. Because they often refused to admit it in the 1st place. And when you can't face the truth, you can't get over the mistake.

I want to face all of them and admit that I am not prefect. Not here. But one day, I am gonna spill all out. Firstly, I must know how to say them out loud. Thoughts to words are damm scary for me. . .

On a much happier note: SAT was fun. Shop shop shop with Joann and rongz then eat eat eat with delia and the gals. BIG thanks to delia who drove each of us safely home.. Although the route was abit longer, I was more than happy to be lazing in the car. Could have more of this more often.....

Fortune

I am feeling 3 emotions now, but I feel as if its a thousand different senses flooding my heart. Feeling not exactly well. Like you are not physically sick yet yr heart just seem in need of something... I miss yen like crazy and its only less than 24 hours. I guess its never feel good to be the one waiting. Waiting while someone is away is crazy... And I actually did tell someone tt its ridiculous, that anyone will feel that way while someone is on trip. BIG HA. Now I am feeling stoopid as well. Not bcos of yen. I know she miss me too, so since its mutual. We aren't stoopid. But I feel stoopid that I gave in once again, when I should really not bother anymore.

Times like this, it is very tempting to find the easier way out. To just said never mind about all things I feel is impt, and just give it a try... But I can't do that at all. I hate myself now... Self-esteem at it lowest. I wish that I can be drunk in happiness and be heckless in dos... What am I ?

Yen said once that after 3 hours of nap, she went from depression to happiness. I think I need a big rest now. A Huge Rest from here...

Anyway, I was locked out at home. No keys. All doors locked. My only auntie who is at home is sleeping. Tried to call till my batt finally went dead. Had to throw slippers. And attempt to climb to 2nd floor. I wanted so much to break down like always. But I remember this show i wished. Don't ever cry , when you know you haven't try your darnest to make things work. When you haven use up all your energy. . .. And come to think about it, what else is there to cry about if you had already done your darnest. I had always heart crying. But after that show, something in me wants to be that strong girl. To not shed a tear unnecessarily...

There is always something you can do... =)

<有多少爱可以重来>

——或许，她不是不相信他，不是不相信爱情，她只是……不相信她自己。

想要不被人拒绝最好的办法就是先拒绝别人。她深谙此道。于是有着童年阴影的她为了避免受到再次伤害，她拒绝跟他做情侣，至多保持一种所谓“比好朋友更好的‘朋友’”关系，其根本目的也不过是让这份感情长久一点，再长久一点！

而他呢，先没有把握是否能真的给她幸福，后来则由于自己的绝症，知道自己已给不起她承诺，于是便精心编制了一个自己闪婚的谎言，好让她对自己死心，然后让她知道自己永远记得她。

——这算是爱吗？当然算的，只是她的爱，自私的有点天真，而他的爱，则天真的有点自私。

她总是天真的以为，只要再多确定一点，她就可以安心地把手放进他的掌心；他总是自私的以为，只要她不另嫁，他就终有一天等到她，不过他们都似乎忘记了一些事情——

岁月，禁不起太长的等待。因为，有些人，一旦错过了就不再；有些事，一旦发生了就没有“后来”。

——既然没有“后来”，那试问又有多少爱可以重来？

Got this from a site while googling the show... The movie review was like no other.. Thanks KL, for the song.. Love~~~

Oh, I wrote an email to Comfort, and got a reply.. =) So Happy!!

城市說話曲-鄭秀文

笑的哭的醒的睡的
所有情緒在空中沉默低頭抬頭眼神不定
氣氛一直在閃爍
Oh..

我不懂人為什麼談著戀愛卻沒把握
誰的心裡沒有未來沒有從前沒有感動
是不是想得太多做得不夠
每天都在找著新線索

黑白深淺 事實明白
誰看得懂紅的黃的藍的綠的結果 都是灰的
壞的忘記 好的保留感情如果透明 不用誰看透
黑白深淺 明明白白 你懂不懂紅橙黃綠藍靛紫
你選擇什麼假的太多 真的不夠如果不夠絕對 就楊S把握

Repeat once*
冷的咖啡 亂的頭髮 糟的心情在街頭
等候他想他的 她想她的 彼此交錯著交錯 Oh..

*Repeat *
冷的咖啡 亂的頭髮 糟的心情在街頭

A GUNG-HO Day

I was told to leave the office at 3.30pm. Not that kind of LEAVE the office, but just to run some errands. And what an errand it was!!!!



Firstly, I got out of the taxi i flagged within 5 minutes of getting it on.Reason being the taxi uncle was rude and hot tempered and I was screaming inside my head get out of the taxi asap all the time he was raising his voice. Okie I admit that I was horrible in giving directions. But Bra Baseh? Art Student? Many printing and art supplies? Near Bugis? Sure does help right? Apparently, he was mad about me NOT knowing the way, BUT thats why I got a taxi in the first place right. I alight feeling horrible.



Then I couldn't get a taxi and had to take a bus to someone more accessible 2 stops away. There i was like all taxi nightmare. For fifteen minutes, no one wants to go Bra Baseh either cos they are changing shift or just Busy. They were my nightmares too btw. By the time, I got on a taxi it was already like 4PM?!!!!



Now i want to talk about this taxi uncle. Sim Kim Heng Andrew SHC1699S. I am so gonna write in to compliment him. Unlike the previous horrible uncle, He was the direct opposite. It was like someone up there want to show me something you know. The importance of good service, and how your attitude determine the end. He tells me that Bra Baseh is a huge area and ask me more about the place I am going. And after "Ah-Ha-ing" at my mention of Art student frequent area, he told me that its called bra baseh complex. Basically, everything was the same but just the attitude. It make hell a lot of difference. Then we became fast "tian-gai" buddy.. I was telling him about the previous taxi uncle and then he was sharing his life stories.. And before I know it, we reached the complex already. And I wasn't surprised to see a "Excellence services award" at the front. He was really good, even as a taxi uncle. He spoke well and was patient and polite, and i told him that its great that he was determine to be the best in his trade. He also told me repeatedly to learn to depend on one self first. That its better to depend on oneself, than on others. And from his stories, I could tell why its true. . .He did his best whatever job he has to do. There is a fine line between complaining about life and sharing a lesson learnt about life, I was glad he was sharing =)



This sort of determine what happens later. I was in the GUNG-HO mood and after checking out wat I have to at Bas Baseh, I was ready to go Golden Mile Food Complex to get Name Tags Done. My big itching mouth suggest to my supervisor that I will do the Name Tags since I am out, NOT knowing how far this two places are. If you see a girl running down bugis, that was me. If you see a girl running past Raffles Hotel while U are fine dining, that was me too. I was damm panicky cos I have 15 minutes to reach the place before it closed. And I was lost. Not before going round and anyhow walking for at least 10 mins wondering where is golden mile exactly, b4 I admit I was lost BIG TIME and ask a friendly security guide. I could have walked all the way down frm where I was to Golden Mile if the guide has not said I will need to walk 20mins. Boos. My walking on feet journey ended when I realised I have FIFTEEN minutes. Quick Walk and Run was super cannot make it , especially with the hot sun and my dress and cardigan! But I was determine to get it done, and not to hail a cab. *Screams.. I can't believe it!



Then once I was done. I drama again. I was even more GUNG-HO after accomplishing my task. I saw 2 secondary girls standing in front of a motorcylcist with his helmet on. He was in blue Tee-shirt and the girls was in blue uniform. Initially, I thought it was the bee-flowers flirting when I realised something was wrong. The guy was old and was talking in a controlled manner, as if trying not to bring attention to himself. Then one of the girls had her hands on her hip in a confronting manner, and they seem to be questioning the guy. And the most telling thing was that they were standing IN FRONT of the motorcyclist as if not allowing him to move off. I stood nearby and though I was suppose to cross the road, I didn't. Okie, laugh . I wanted to protect the girls just in case. So I stayed there and listen while pretending as if I waiting for someone to fetch me. As I hear the girls each taking turn to talk to the guy, I really thought that something is not right. And they were just secondary school kids while the guy look to be in his 30s at least. So I went over and asked if the girls were alright? If there are any troubles? Yah I did that. =P I avoided all eye contact with the guy though, and was disbelieved when the girls shake their head. I had to leave cos they said its okay, but I am still sure there was something on as this one girl hestiated and look at her friend when I prompt her. Haiz. Just hope everthing is okay now. =) Drama right?

Lesson

Dependance never look that trustworthy before,

Neither has promises.

Two ways to interept the above.

Presently...

And Hope.

Naive Beliefs

When everything can be done so easily,

we forgets the need to speak.

When we can push the blame to cutures,

we found the excuses we need

for our misdeed.

Stories from reel never escapes to real,

and for once its so clear.

The strength of the heart,

strong as a needle

or weak as a branch.

I don't believe I must fit to their ways,

i'm traditional so be it.

Existance

- i got those cute kids to pose for me. I am tt uncontrollable. And they are too cute to not wan to capture them. Heh. They were so happy when i ask them to take a picture n so friendly =) Awwws



-Its was my Ah-Wu Bdae. We are his BAO-BEI, even his son was joking that his own father nver called him Bao-Bei de. Heh, a doteful uncle who brought us up with lotsa of love and care. Who else brings little vain pots to NTUC to buy hair clips, when their hair is above ear LONG. =D A great afternoon spent ... ...

Next Up: CL gals Keep Fit Gathering.
Only 4 of us turn up in the end. But nevertheless, it was great fun. We walked from Chinatown to Raffles to Chinatown to Clark Quay to Raffles Place eventually. WOW. We ate yummy dessert and Waruku at Central. Fantastic food, and great company. A nerve wrecking moment at 10pm and heart to heart talk till 11.30pm at Raffles Place Big field. Wooh. Tomorrow wont be the same. To who it matters,do get us out if you want to talk. .. .. =) So bravee~~~

Friend-steer

After 3/4 messages and 2 times of friend request.

Never Alone.

Awesome place to chill and rather reasonable price as well. =-) The lead singer is cannot make it de SHUAIIIII.. hahhaa! There was one other cute one but the two bad girls concl he was gay... =( So nvm abt him! =DD I would go there many many times.. Pity the attitude problem of someone who happen to be a him. Bleah.. things need not have gone this way. End so badly. Tsk tsk to him. Gorgerous babe of the night has to be SR. So pretty Mod and stylish chic with her dress and white off shoulder layer top... =) NICE!! A perfect timing he was there too ahs. =) Hugz KL for all our nonsensical talks.. =))

Moretomorrow, possibly.

Polished.

I am here to complain!!!! Bleah, today & yesterday and the many many other times I am repeatedly sured why guys like that should really not cross my path. They make the worse of me. Arrrrrrgh, i could tear them apart bcos ... I can't exactly pinpoint their 'type', but i honestly have met quite a few. I dun like dun likeeee... Its not even ever abt the romantic aspect cos there aren't this problem. *screams & pulls hair* Boooo. Just a simple thing. And the way he steps on my nerve, even when he is silent. Haizyohz, how like that?!

I have two songs i wanna share, heard it on the radio AND guessed both titles correctly!!!!Just listening it once, and really liking it... =))

Ultra fun weekend is promise with timbre and chomp chomp with 2 diff groups of girlies... Wohhoooz. =) just missing the G.G & Full DMNs strength..



I've been twisting and turning,
In a space that's too small.
I've been drawing the line and watching it fall,
You've been closing me in,
closing the space in my heart.
Watching us fading and watching it all fall apart.

Chorus
Well I can't explain why it's not enough,
Cause I gave it all to you.
And if you leave me now,
oh just leave me now.
It's the better thing to do,
It's time to surrender,
It's been to long pretending.
Theres no use in trying,
When the pieces don't fit anymore,
Pieces don't fit here anymore.

You pulled me under,
If I had to give in.
Such a beautiful myth,
That's breaking my skin.
Well I'll hide all the bruises,
I'll hide all the damage that's done.
But I show how I'm feeling until all the feeling has gone.

(Chorus)
Ooh don't missunderstand,
How I feel.
Cause I've tried,
yes I've tried.
But still I don't know why,
no I don't know why.
III dont know why...... whyyyyyyyy




How do you cool your lips
After a summers kiss
How do you rid the sweat
After the body bliss
How do you turn your eyes
From the romantic glare
How do you block the sound of a voice
Youd know anywhere
(chorus)

Oh I really should have known
By the time you drove me home
By the vagueness in your eyes
Your casual good-byes
By the chill in your embrace
The expression on your face
That told me you might have some advice to give
On how to be insensitive

How do you numb your skin
After the warmest touch
How do you slow your blood
After the body rush
How do you free your soul
After youve found a friend
How do you teach your heart its a crime
To fall in love again

Oh you probably wont remember me
Its probably ancient history
Im one of the chosen few
Who went ahead and fell for you
Im out of vogue, Im out of touch
I fell too fast, I feel too much
I thought that you might have some advice to give
On how to be insensitive

(chorus)

Lie : A conscious knowledge

A father stepped into subway for the first time because his only son wanted to eat the fast food. The new culture, the new way of choosing and ordering the food, the many choices of breads & fillings, and the additional add on price charges were obviously too much for this seasoned man-of-the-house. He was patient and embarrassed though as he goes down the line. This is one man who obviously have meet more challenging task and have to do more difficult decisions. But he was stucked at the counter at this new and strange encounter. I was behind him all the while, and I could see how difficult it was for him to comprehend what are on the menu and the choices available to him. And i could sense how this was uncomfortable and very new to him but his son was a little impatient and like the society we are in, demand so much and ignoring people's space and pace.

As I silently witness this whole process, I felt both scared and motivated.The "dunnoe what to say or do and I am a big fool" moment will pass , so will the " nothing goes my way. I feel horrible shit" feeling will subsided..Knowing that the nerve-wrecking scary horrible unsured feeling to changes is universal, I felt comforted about being unprepared and unaware. And for the longest time since foreva, I feel that the world is under my feet and I have nothing to fear ..
;)

Mucks mucks MUCKS to life, Hugz hugz HUGZ to living,cos its great to be...

想和你分享

失恋后，我们总爱问：“我怎样可以忘记他？我很想忘记他，但我就是没法忘记他。”　如果没法忘记他，就不要忘记好了。为什么要那么痛苦地去忘记一个人？时间自然会让你忘记他。现在，我请你干万别想着一头粉红色的大笨象。请问，你想到的是什么？你立刻就想到一头粉红色的大笨象了。

你愈努力想去忘记，你愈是无法忘记。仍然爱着他，忘不了他，是理所当然的事，不必觉得惭愧。有些人明明忘不了，却自欺欺人说：“我已经忘了他。”然而，只要别人一提起他，她就无法控制自己。有一天，你会忘记他的。真正的忘记，是不需要努力的。

有一天，你从浴室洗了一个澡出来，扭开唱机听听自己喜欢的音乐，你忽尔想起，你曾经爱过一个人，啊，原来你爱过这个人，那仿佛是很遥远的事，你已经一点感觉也没有了。这就是忘记。有一天，别人提起某某，你才猛然想起，你曾经爱过这个人，现在已经不记得了。这就是忘记。

如果时间不可以令你忘记那些不该记住的人，我们失去的岁月又有什么意义？

Soccer Man

I was watching the last 15 mins of the ManCity and ManU match at my ah ma place. Soccer players, sighz. Tsk tsk. I think this match is an important one for ManU which means they are getting the EPL trophy or something.. Cos the players were sort of celebrating around the stadium. One of them started to remove yr shirt and throw it to the crowd of super high supporters. And next you see a few usher/crowd control people blocking these ManU players from getting too close to the stand. Maybe about 5m away. A persistant high ManU player vs A crowd control officer. You get a "Old-eagle-catch-small-chix" amusing chase, and "I pretend to walk away so you'll put down yr guard, then I will run pass to throw my shirt to the crowd" cute tactics.

I watch soccers and observe all those funny lit things. Like how sometimes in a team, some will wear long sheelves and some with just short sleeves shirt. Heh. And who get the most hugs when they score goals. Haha. ;)

Take me away

Balloon carries wishes,

Mine's Green.

Antique Friends.

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movie-time

You know you know???!!! 200 pounds beauty can be found on youtube... =) So if you haven watch it yet, its THERE!!! But you must have the patience of 12 small clips las, which I honestly dun mind tan-haning with all the raving reviews. =-D I'm watching it now...

*edit: they have only till 7/12 for thesubstitles version.. sobszz