Drama-meloda

My life is a drama ; i slipped and missed a step when i walked, I am accident prone as often as i have embarrassing encounters. I climbed 13 storeys to get to my tutee place. And today, i was almost , very close to late for my driving basic theory test. I was stucked in an impossible jam & i cried myself silly. I keep thinking " Ning, Dun cry. It is just a test. Dun cry ..." But i still burst out on the taxi. I felt helpless. Total helpless. I wished i could run through the jam like the singtel ad. I wished i was early.. Crying was a relief. And i din bother to hold my tears once it starts to flow. Man, crying is damm good. I felt the weight off my shoulder, and today i felt everything IS going to be okay.

Its okie, if i never maked the call to find comfort & laughters from him.
Cos i learnt to find the humour in a humourless situation by my own.
Its okie, if i never seek his wisdom words of advice & assurance.
Cos i am sure it couldn't get any worse than now.
Its okie, if i din ask for any help.
Cos angels help me nevertheless.
So i guess i am okay.


I hate how i cant make up my mind though.. *bleah* Then i realsied nuthin to make u my mind to. Stoopid