Monday, February 26

Little Miss Sunshine

Work was suffocating somehow today. I was with the same right company. We even have meetings which i adore cos i get to see every one and its just talking. I love being away at my desk. We even confirmed the plans to go back NTU & NUS to give out flyers from this fri to next thurs. IT Is A Big Thing!! I was looking all forward to leave the company with all the IA students. But somehow today was percuilar. ..

I finally have more work today. But somehow i think i am trapped within... I feel there is so much stuffs to take care of and YES, i am freaked out abt failing my Basic Theory Test. =( I find updating the contact list tedious. And as i looked at the big shots name cards, i feel i need more. I want to do so much more about my future. And in actual fact, what i have to get done is peanuts compared to the rest of the IA students. I feel that somehow they learnt more about how the company operates and the products itself... yah, we are in different departments and we are doing what we are supposed to do. But i feel unsatisfied. No job satisfaction you can say... ...


I realised that a lot of things i thought i knew i wanted, are all a fog.. I am total clueless about them. Cos with each question about if i really..., I am always stumped. And with each question, i doubt it more...


I watched a show.. He said its not important if that person still like somebody or if he really did like somebody before. Cos its impossible to put all those feelings and emotions in one sentence, and often love is relative. ... .. =-)



To like anything for me is just a simple definition, if it lets me pause a moment and want to think about it.. hees, thats explains my endless likes of shoes , bags & quotes.. =-P

Sometimes i wish i can spinkle magic dust over those young girls, and erase all their hurts and humilation.. Then they will not feel that being light mean fitting in with their tactless friends. And being beautiful doesn't mean no food & only excerise till you left with bones and sticks , & leaving your love ones dry and cold in the outside... When i saw the dove campaign, i din not give the 1 in 15 teenager girls has eating disorder much thoughts.. I love the ad, but it was just statistic then. .. Not now though. Anyway, i wish confidence can be found in-built within every child and then they will be equip with a rather important survival tool. I wish that she will love herself more. I wish SHe will break out of the shell & not have anything lesser than the very best happen to her...
Watch this Dove video, its diff from the SIN version .. But i like it too.
http://www.campaignforrealbeauty.com/commercial.asp?src=InsideCampaign_commercial

They said that to forget somebody you need 3 times the period you get to know him/her... Hahaa i think its as low-mantic as its sad..

I love happy ending..


3 comments:

Beautiful Thoughts said...

Hey Jan,

Hee just a feeling i have sometimes, but nevertheless i love workin with u all .. =-) Been so bz with M work that i no time to kpoh , opps i mean guan xi u all alr.. heee...

Cant wait to go NTU & NUS with u all..

ahhaha, vouchers i also wan lors... =-P

-FlooBuster- said...

Hey Ning,
Basic Theory will seem like a breeze to u once u have glimpse thru e qns. Have more confidence in yaself yay~! -Winkz-

Beautiful Thoughts said...

floobuster???? hee, Thanks , who ? I passed!!!! ;-)