Win-ning

This blog must not be linked or spread around.. Thats all i ask for letting YOU to enter my world of impossibles, random , laugh-able, naive & silly thoughts. Thank you, friends...=-)


Sometime when you think you are the only one been hurt before & lead to believe a mistake, you also realise you are not alone in meeting jerks. This doesn't make me feel better, but at least its make me laugh... How guys can say the same rubbish and recycle them like waste at girls... I admit the guys in my life aren't all badz, but its harder to be recklessly brave now. Cos we all like to wait & see or play games meant for the players. You get pull into this game where you are not capable of winning, and can only wish you will be let down lightly.


I can't deny the fact that shy guys are mysterious. But saying lets have dinner when you are free , followed by a blushing emoticon is cute as well... Initiative. Had a mini and favourite kpoh msn session always with Jan , we like to complain and indulge in xin shuan emo talks about passive guys. How we cannot stand thems.. Hiak.


And as much as i heart my last blog, i have to abandon it. And with it, i abandon a friendship too. I guess not many of you will know , what else i am throwing out ... I always 'ren' not to do that post, and many other previous telling posts, cos then i wont be able to pretend anymore.


I realise i can't put up a "I DON'T CARE" front anymore, hence i had to speak. And the irony , i am begining to doubt if its just me thinking too much.. But like always, there is no turning back for me already.